Hmmm,give me a smile please?

Tatau la kenape hari ni.
Rase mcm tade mood,pening,kusut,pressure and risau all at the same time.
=(
Tatau kenape.
Mcm baru aku tau byk masalah yg aku da larikn diri.
Rase mcm bodo pun ade.
Someone cheer me up please.
Shittt.
Mcm mane niii.
Hw byk tapi nak buat mcm mane ni.
Pressure keep coming and turning me upside down.
Im tired and sick.
Sick of it all.
I don't know what the **** is going on in my head right now.
I need some good sleep and a nice cup of tea.
Bye.