Im smiling while im sleeping

Last night,i dreamed that i had a conversation with her.
It just a simple conversation but at least we had a conversation i guess in the dream of course.
And,im smiling when im sleeping that night cause,nowadays it is hard to even say hi to her.
This afternoon,her sister told me to tell her that she(sister) will come home late.
So i show the message right after i've received it.
But,she just see and just blah from the place she was standing.
Not even a thanks or hi.
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It makes me look really unimportant an meaningless to her.
Hina ke aku ni?
Mcm sampah pun ade.
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All i need is a word from you i don't care if the word is fuck u,stupid,i hate u or something else but please pretend that i was there.
Im not a log you know.
4 month,not a single word from you.
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Till when do we have to be silenced like this?